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Sunday, August 30, 2009

la la la ...

today's post will be short .

well , not posted for like days ... lazy uhh .

need to study for common test ! but very lazy !

must do very very well .

today , chatted with him , and he called me all names ! irritating !

i ara loosu , i kutti pisasu ! i c. .. u see lh . tmrw .

aniwae , he assumed tmrw skool ends at 205, wen it ends at 130 . i dun care ! he stay

until 205 dhen chao . better not leave skool b4 that !

today toked to her . ILY . she is really great , my god sista . she pierced her nose ! yay !

tmrw must go pri skool ! yay , cn see manyy manyy loved ones !

suriyaa going to see loges for the very first time . all d best !

i've maths and science test together on the same day ! must pass ! no matter watt !

must do well in common test ! die die must do !

aniwae i g2g studyy ! wish me good luck in my ct's !

" i love you many manyy , darlynk "

dazed && shattered}12:26 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

hello !

finally posting again ! really busy past few days . class test , and yah !
i've gotten my classtest results . i did relatively ok lh .

- Mathematics 18/20
- Geography 13/20
- Tamil 15/20
- History 20/30
- Science 10/30 ! goshh i failed !
- English ???
- Home Ec ???

probably will pass both the subjects .

1A got to go for its BEACH CLEANING after a veryy veryy long time ..

it was funn !

we had to pick litter , help to keep environment clean ! good gal right ?

but no lh .. maria and anisha were so sweet to pick up the litter . although i did too .

but bcos i wasnt really doing the job i recieved its returns soon after .

this is watt happened .

maria , anisha , amira were picking up litters near the BBQ pit .

and miie after picking up litter at the shore , thought of nicely sitting down on the sit of the BBQ pit ,

i told all 3 of them , kkae u guys pick up litter while i relax while sitting down at the BBQ pit .

i hopped on the thing to sit , when i sat there and turned to my right . TO MY HORROR ! a black cat was sitting

under the pit ! and suddenly its eyes glared at me . i got SOOO SCARED i jumped of the BBQ pit scremed my lungs

out wen to the middle of no where and started meditating . i was traumatised . seeing my reaction maria ,

anisha , amira started to scream an ran after me ! they all burst out laughing on what happened to me ! i was

traumatised and seriously didn't know watt was happening . when anisha told kashvin and laanya they burst out

laufing . i was really pai sey . i was never as traumatised as todayy .

aniwae all in all picking up litter , playing the shore , getting my shoes wet , getting traumatised by a CAT . was

indeed a fun experience .

haiya ... hand pain arh . ..

i think i will stop here .

early nite world !

bye !

I love you !

dazed && shattered}5:07 AM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE !!

your 44 years old now aye , old !

haiish , nev post like ages ...

days have been miserable for me .

but with ppl i love ! it turns out to be a little better !

this week was like normal laa .

on mondae ,

i had like uhh , whatt did i have ? owhh yea , i had to some

english thingi have to stay back and yea ,

after that met up with kash , suriyaa , akka !

just like talk all d way , dhen waited for 293 slack for awhile took 293 dhen

all for of us took 27 go sengkangg !

lepak . for only 15 minutes than all of us chao home .

tuesday .

after school , wen bubble tea shopp . with kash . suriyaa . akka .

lepak for awhile , dhen suriyaa left . i had to go for dramaa . akka and kash were

really nice they followed me for dram and waited for it to end . but in d process of waiting ,

dhey looked at my fotos , look i really hate that , i got angry i asked them to put that back .

well ,, dhey dint listen . . . dhen ltr i snatched the fone , akka got angry and both kash and akka

show attitude .

owhh well , i tried convincing . they dint listen . i gave up and i tried going my own way , how wud i noe

they expected me to followw ? i dint . dhen theyy think i showed attitude , blh blh blh . kkae fine , i convinced

akka , dhen hahah , my fault ryte ? but kash ended up apologising first . how sweet yea ? aft that normal readi arh . watt else to happen . but not toking to akka and kash for good 20 ,minutes was like dying 20minutes !

wednsday !

wednesday ? watt did i do ...

owhh yea ! came to skool late , with kash and suriyaa . dtention 1/2 hr .

school was normal . after school . kash and suriyaa had to help mr. karrupiah ! akka and i decided to wait ,

watt happen ? karrup's started screaming at me for no reason and i was so bloody pist , all just for waiting ,

after that , we wen to buy bubble tea , then chao to sengkangg ! lepak . lepak . did something special . dhen chao homee !

home sweet home at 545 .

thursday !

it wasn't a very good day , after school , kash . suriyaa . akka . tried very hard to tok to my dad . in regards of going to kash's bdae . but all dad did was to prolong and prolong , and in d end he rejected . disallowing . me to ggo ! how more sad . i was emo the whole of saturday and sunday , kashvin convinced me alot . THANKS ! its irritating . life sarked at hurt wen i cudnt go , cos . cos of that . everything was canceled . all thanks to hu ? MEE !

ofcourse i emo lh . dhen ?

friday !

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION IIN SCHOOL .

it wasnt a well planned celebration . very messy .
ended up singing national day songs in parade ground . like wth ?
d national day spirit was not there , owhh well , nevminds .. u noe yy ?
we had OLD CHANG KEE currypuff ! delicious u noe !
but i only ate one ok ! kash , im no PANDIKUTTI !
dhen go bbt , share with kash chocolate iceblend .
dhen kash go scouts , i go home . lh .

dhen i go llibrary , saw .... . i looked like a chat-chat but nevminds .
it was okkey . dhen ltr slack , dhen chao .

Saturday !

disastrous day . cudnt go down to tok to kash and suriyaa .
i felt lyk a prisoner .
i was nt allowed to go kash's bdae party , i emo - in . like hell .

dhen wen i go wedding , cuz cheer me up . i brought my binoculars , so cn see cute cute guys arh . so ya
i no more emo oredi . hahah .

dhen ltr go home . hahah . dhen had so much of fun !

Sunday !

owhh . todae ... wah , tired !

deep eye bags , looked ugly !

go madrasah , god sista , god brudders , none came !

dhen boringg !

dhen go home , suriyaa and kash reminded me about mondae .

got emo again . hahah , but i was convinced . ONCE AGAIN .

nevminds . the day will come yea ?

go cuz hse . boringg as usual dhenn now blogging and chatting ! haiish , boring arh .

aniwaes i think i will stopp here .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! once againn .

SORRY KASHVIN , i cnnt make , im really sorry 1001 apologies !

kkae , nites !

bubye !

Shabana .

dazed && shattered}5:31 AM

Saturday, August 1, 2009

hahah this week was little fun actually ,
on mondae , i did smth special (: hahah , it was real great but i irritated my sista a
little bit srry sis !
dhen on tuesdae , sangeetha needed to go mcys , dhen i was suppose
to go home with somebody , uh , dhen ltr i had detention kkae nvm ,
told to meet at 3 ,
haven come , suppose to spend time with daya cudnt , 4 ? did ... come ?
no ! 405 . how lng to wait uh !
2 - 4 , 2 damn lng hrs , i was so pist off i sware ! i didnt bother
even sitting beside in the bus ,
but ofcourse after much convincement thiings were ok lh ,
on wednesdae , go with sista , im a pandikutti watt , watt to do , haiish , eat and eat at kfc ,
haiish , ltr become fat fat .
aftr that met kash and suriyaa , dhen home swet home .

thursdae ! yay ! thursdae was fun i sware ! had to stay back to do maths with mrs wee ,
kash and suriyaa had CIP , while sangeetha had oral , i was like a
good sweet gal ,
doing my maths iin d library , but ofcourse aftr kash and suriyaa finished the CIP
dhey come and kachou kachou in d end , even a simple percentage question i forgot how to do ,
dhen lazyy , ask imran , do . it was only ONE QUESTION , but kash
and suriyaa made a big deal bout it , dhen aftr that go macs ,
haha had super loads of fun with sangeetha , kash , suriyaa . dhen chau home !

FRIDAE ! wah , i slacking bodoh past few daes , fridae duh ,
enjoy ! waited for kash , suriyaa and sangeetha to finish remidial ,
dhen ltr go under block , dhen saw jivesh ! anna ! haha , dhen ltr go tamp kfc ,
eat eat eat ! wah i eat lots bodoh ! dhen ltr chau home !

home sweet home 545 !

planned for kash's bdae , seriously i hope i would be able to go ,
hope things dunt go hard for me (: seriously ,

this weekend im seriously going to try catch up with all my studies ,
slacking tooo much oredi , better buck up ! hahah ,

kkae dats all !

i go studdyy !

bye bye .

dazed && shattered}8:23 AM

Monday, July 27, 2009

Hello Hello .

well today was another ordinary day for me .

We had like normal lessons all the way than after recess we had home economics , i made agar agar . and sharifah made the bundong , the agar - agar was not bad lh . watt to do , i professional isnt it . aniwaes yahh , d bundong was a little milky but it was also very very nice .

After that we had a change of sitting arrangement , now im sitting beside syaffana , around mark sang hyun si xu anisha siti alia tian yan hidayah . Having lots of fun ryte at the bck of the class , kinda pity hong huii , really . really sad , wonder how come in d end she had no one to sit with , well i tried telling mrs wee , to allow her to sit beside me , but mrs wee dint allow ... sobx sorry hong huii .

after that we got to do home ec practical the yellow rice with the chicken kebab ! it turned out so really delicious ! really really delicious !

after that , go buy present dhen ltr at 545 went to bus stop , took bus dhen home sweet home (:

thats all .

bye, bye .

dazed && shattered}7:23 AM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Hello P-E-O-P-L-E .

I've not been posting for a few days .
Well , busy ... with hw .
and yeah , im a lazy bumm !

this entire week was like entirely fun !
Racial Harmony Day was kinda normal . But had fun wearing ethnic costume , kinda troubled kashvin on wearing ethnic costume .
Sorry kashvin ! Bit misunderstanding with him that day oso , haiiya , nvm dun care ! : P heheh .
dhen , on tuesdae , wen home early like good gal , yeah ryte .
nev been one,
wen home early , certain reasons , dhen on wednesdae go ,
shop with laanya dhen ltr go do journal with syaffana.
Dhen met satish at d bus - stop , haha had gooodd laugh ! heheheh ! tummy hurts ! made him miss 5 buses in d end left him and ran away , hahah ! sorry !
saw imran and kashvin dhen go home lorhh ,

On thursdae , aftr skool , was with sangeetha , dhen go bubble tea with sangeetha and kashvin . dhen , uhh yeah , lepak and slack for awhile , kinda paid for kashvin , yeah ... kashvin , afterall its just bubble tea ! ehh , i did it ! i won d , d dare of my godd brudder ! hahah ,
im no coward kkae !
on fridae , too many things happen , dunn wann tell ! : P

i gort loads of homework

1) english comprehension n summary
2) tamil homework
3) 10 Reflections
4) 4 Reading tasks
5) Geography Mindmap
6) Home Economics Journal
7) Science Theory Workbook
8) Geography Test ( studdy !)
9) Science Test

need to do all dis homework and studdying in d weekend and look , im here bloggingg .

ok luhh people , i think i better get started with homework now kkae ,

bye bye !

dazed && shattered}12:24 AM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

H-E-L-L-O everyboody !

not updated for a day ? i guess ..

aniwae like fully loaded with WORK WORK WORK ! and PROJECTS . too many sia . cnt cope . ):

really under pressure . must like ****ing buck up in my studies . like real hard .

study study study . That sure isnt me . haiish watt tuhh do .

todae like as usual study study , dhen msg msg dhen ltr go to cousin house . lepak . dhen lyk joke joke .

S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y ! cousins can really pist me 0ff ! sumtimes . real annoyance . dunt have peace of mind .

Laughed like shittz tummy out thanks to dhem !

btw syaffana ! uhh jerry taught me science d other dae .uhh but i sware i didnt say anyth ! but he is rea

haiish . its another normal ordinary day

dazed && shattered}7:24 AM